I have a busy and fun week ahead of me this week

I have a busy and fun week ahead of me this week. Today I'll be going to physical therapy at 4pm. Tomorrow I'll be seeing my new ENT doctor at 12:40pm. My friend Ruthann Taylor recommended to go see him. After my appointment I'm going to go over and visit with my friend Candice and her cute baby Rebecca. On Wednesday I'll be going to physical therapy again at 4pm. On Thursday I'll be shooting my cousin Mckenzie's wedding reception at Tracy Aviary. And on Friday I'll be shooting her wedding at the Draper LDS Temple. And then after the wedding I'll be going to her wedding luncheon. As for Labor Day weekend I'm not sure what I'll be doing yet. I might go to my Dad's side of the family cabin or I might be dog sitting for a family in my Mom's ward. What are all of your plans for Labor Day weekend?

Over the weekend we just had I got together with my friend Cristy and her family on Friday night. We met for dinner at Fazolies and it was really good. After dinner we went over to their house and watched the movie Clash of the Titans. It was good but we all liked the original one better. On Saturday I went to my cousin Rourke's wedding dinner and reception with my Mom. It was really good to see and to visit with my extended family. I took some pictures at their wedding dinner and reception that I'll be posting on here later. Sunday I just stayed at home and relaxed. My sinuses were really killing me yesterday so I didn't want to go anywhere. What did all of you do over the weekend?

I am so happy to be seeing a new ENT doctor on Tuesday. A lot of people don't know how much pain that I am in every single day of my life. Whenever I am out with my friends or family I hide the pain from them. I feel like a lot of the doctors that I have seen for my sinuses that they won't help me. My friend Ruthann know exactly what I am going through because she has gone through the same thing. So I am so glad that one of my friends knows I how feel and can relate with what I am going through right now. I am getting help for my TMJ Disorder so that is good. I saw a dentist a little while ago for my TMJ Disorder and he said that there is nothing wrong with my jar joint so that was good. But my jaw muscles are really sore. So he made me a night guard that fits perfectly and he recommended me to go to physical therapy. I have been going to physical therapy for the past month now. It was been helping my jaw and my neck some but when I get stressed out my pain in my jaw, neck, shoulders and head is really bad. So I just need to keep on doing my exercises and wearing my night guard to help get my tmj disorder under control.

My sinuses are a different story. I didn't start getting sinus infection until a little while after I got rinoplasty done. I got my nose done just a week or so after the attack on September 11, 2001. I'm glad that I got my nose done because when they were fixing it they found a T shape growth going horizontally on my septum so they took it right out. But after my nose was all better I started getting sinus infection. I used to get chronic tonsillitis so I got my tonsils out. So now I get chronic sinus infection and would love to get my sinuses out. But you have to keep them. So I would love to get a sinus transplant if that was ever possible. But I have gone to see my doctor, two ENT doctor, two dentist and an allergist for my sinuses. I feel like none of them really helped me. One of my ENT doctors diagnose me with TMJ Disorder so that was good and I'm glad that I'm finally getting it taken care of. But I just wish that they could help me with my stupid sinuses. I am so sick of being sick all the time. So I am hoping and praying that my new ENT doctor can help me get better. I'm thinking that I might need surgery for my sinuses and if that is the case then so be it. Well, I will let all of you know on Tuesday how my appointment went with the ENT doctor.

Well, I better be going now. Take care everyone and have a great new week!!!

My new favorite tv show is...

I am almost done watching the first season of The Tudors via Netflix. I just have two more episodes left and then I'll be watching Season 2. Seasons 1 and 2 are on Netflix that I can watch on my laptop instantly. Seasons 3 and 4 I will have to get them mailed to me from Netflix. I have really enjoyed watching this show and that there are tons of amazing actors that I love in this show. I highly recommend this show to anyone who is interested in watching it.

I just finished reading the book My Fairy Grandmother

Hey there everyone! I just finished reading the book My Fairy Grandmother by Aubrey Mace. I LOVED it and it's one of my favorite books!!! I really liked her book Spare Change but I really loved My Fairy Grandmother. I really enjoyed what the book was about and how different it was from other books that I have read in the past. I can totally read this book over and over again. I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants to read it. And I highly recommend that you all check out my friend author Aubrey Mace. You can get her books at Deseret Book, Seagull Book and Tape and Amazon. You can also check her out on her website and also her blog. I think I have her blog on my blog. The next book that I am going to read is Alice I Have Been by author Melanie Benjamin. I will let all of you know how I liked that book after I am done reading it. Take care and have a great new week everyone!!!

Dinner with friends on 5/13/10

On May 13, 2010 I went out to dinner with some really good friends of mine. We went to dinner at Midvale Mining Company Cafe. My friend Rob and his wife Rina were in town for a visit. Rob was on leave from the Air Force for a couple of weeks. It was really good to get together with everybody that night and it was so good to see Rob and his wife. In this picture are my friends Becca, Maggie and Mark, Rob and Rina. I've know Becca, Maggie and Rob since high school but what is really funny is that I didn't go to the same high school as them. They went to Hillcrest and I went to Jordan. I met them through my friend Jennie who's cousin Ginger went to school at Hillcrest with them. We would all get together through high school to do stuff. We had a great circle of friends. After dinner I started my dog sitting job for my aunt Robyn. It was great to get together with my friends and we had a great time reminiscing.

I NEED TO VENT!!!

I am so pissed off right now!!! Last Thursday I started getting sick with a sinus infection so I took some amoxicillin that I had left from the last night I was sick. During this week I started feeling crappy all over my body and was itching really bad. I was thinking to myself that this feels like a yeast infection. I have had some yeast infections in the past and I thought that I better go see someone about it. So on Thursday I made an appointment with my new obgyn and went to the appointment this morning. When I talked to my new doctor and he did the exam on me sure enough I have a lovely yeast infection. He gave me some medicine to take and I sure hope that it helps. He also gave me some more medicine to take on Monday if it doesn't clear up. So hopefully it will clear up so I don't have to take the other medicine.

Well, yesterday I posted an update status on my facebook that I was going to go see an obgyn in the morning and I was hoping that I don't have a yeast infection. Well, my stupid Internet at home isn't working right now so I had to go check my e-mail at the library today. And when I checked it I had some really mean or not that mean things said about my status. It really made me upset and I was shaky when I was commenting back. I am very personable when I am on my facebook page but I guess I shouldn't be anymore. What my friend Amy said really made me mad. I feel like our friendship is going to end over this and I have known her since we were 12. She wanted me to delete my status update and I really don't like when people tell me what I can and can not do. Then she wrote back and it really pissed me off and I was saying the f word a lot in the comment. She commented a couple of more times saying that she won't introduced me to some of her friends because I embarrassed her. Oh my fucking hell. How in the hell did I embarrass her. She has embarrassed me on a few occasions. And that she would delete me as a friend on facebook for the way I was acting. Well, I'm sorry but when people leave comments like that it really upsets me and I am defending what I said I think I say things that I don't mean. But why in the hell can't I say what I want to say on facebook. It shouldn't matter what I say or don't say. I feel like no one reads my status updates anyway. I really don't want to lose my friendship with her over this. She is one of my best friends. So what she said tonight really hurt my feelings. I'm sorry if I offended anyone but having a yeast infection is nothing to get all skirmish about. There are a lot of things that my friends say or post pictures of on facebook that I don't like. But do you hear me complaining. No! I don't tell my friends to please don't say or post those kinds of pictures cuz it really offends me. I'm not that kind of person. I'm really respectful for all of my friends and family. I don't care what my friends religion, race, likes/dislikes are. I like my friends and family for what they believe in, what their straights and weakness are because that is what makes them who they are. But I really don't like is when my friends put me down for when I write stuff that I really believe in and what is happening in my life. It really makes me sad and really upset. I don't ever leave rude comments about them so say that I highly don't believe in that. I feel like whatever did I do to you to make you say those things to me. I really hate days like this because whenever I have really bad days I always want to kill myself. And today was one of them. I don't think that I will ever kill myself but on the days that something really shitty happens to me are the days that I want to end my life.

If a lot of you don't like this post or think its offensive I'm sorry. I just needed to get this off my chest. I also feel like nobody reads my blog anyway. Well, I hope that all of you have a great weekend!!!

Sincerely,
Me

Mother's Day at Gardner's Village on 5/9/10

Salt Air, The Great Salt Lake and dog sitting on 5/5/10

Dog Sitting Wheatie on 5/1-5/5/10

On May 1st to May 5th I went dog sitting for my aunt Robyn. On Saturday Wheatie and I went to my brothers work to pick up my nieces. My nieces spent a couple of hours with me and Wheatie at my aunt Robyn's house. While they were at my aunt's house they put on a play, played downstairs in the gym and took Wheatie for a walk around the block. In the evening my friend Cristy and her family came over for a couple of hours. My nieces left in the evening to go to a birthday party. Then, my friend Cristy, her husband Luiz and their kids and I went out to dinner at IHOP. After we went out to dinner I went to club Area 51 with my friend Amy. These are the pictures of my nieces playing at my aunt Robyn's house. Enjoy!